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>>24772
It's obviously a very subjective thing, but I'm not alone in thinking that Vonnegut has an extremely reddit tone (by modern standards). I'm not really talking about the actual content and message of the books, just how it 'sounds'.

I have not read those others but what I know about James Joyce totally corroborates what you're saying.

>>25934
so you are "hospitalized" in a psychiatric center? with internet access, I feel you are self-aware enough to get out of there.

>>25974
Real

>>25994
It's not a hospital, it's a group home. Very different.

so it is burried in the snow (unless someone starts to steal in winter in that case maybe it is well deserved)

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>>25993
No, I found it in the pocket of another coat...ten minutes after I cancelled the card with the bank. Typical bullshit. Still haven't gotten the replacement.

>>25989
I dont find myself that cool, just that find curious things to do, and is not about sex...well partially I'm sexually deprived and frustrated. but I would give anything to have my boyfriend like 5 years ago living in Ukraine IDK I have faith I will meet him someday and he will be mine but I don't have that I cant see the light and so many times I've seen it and then it disappeared FUCK...would you suffer for the love of your life just to prove that you relly love him? that's cbt for me

>>25990
Well I mean yeah, but I'd find more interesting and productive ways than CBT. Would you be willing to exchange CBT for like endurance or just otherwise very hard physical exercises such them be?

But look, just let it be bro. I for example always wanted a special girl but I'm in an even worse predicament than you - I want a woman. It's some kind of chemistry thing - I can feel the energy coursing through their body. I can feel the voltage from a fucking distance let alone when I touch them, but women esp hot women tend to be horrible people and their whole sexuality is fucked - they want only guys that don't want them basically...

You can at least have some real lovers who care about you as a person AND be sexually totally into them. Consider yourself very lucky.

Anyhow I don't have her now and I don't feel angsty or frustrated. Partially because masturbation and the internet satisfies my sexual needs to a great extent, at least the physical ones... But also because you just have to get your priorities straight. I realized I care about friendship much more than sexuality or romance at the end of the day and you just don't force friendships. If you want a friend so bad that you can't stay still - do whatever you can to improve yourself for those future friends that you will inevitably meet. That's my best advice. And if you don't feel like doing too much, well you wasn't that desperate and anxious in the first place. Relax.

>>25991


thank you for stopping by, I would believe you if it wasn't for the 10-year thing that just consumes me (Alongside other things) I've had friends (but some left or partially left (not even them appreciate me enough). I try to improve other aspects of my life but you cant fly with half a plane. I know I sound negative but it is closer to valentines like of course. as gaycel I also should say, the west have fallen

>>25982
>People like you seem to think romance is supposed to be exactly as Disney movies describe it.

Big assumption on your part here. I don't believe anything of that sort.

It's kind of a lose/lose situation because if I hadn't gave into the social pressure I wouldn't be in this state of mind. Yet if I never gave in I would stil be in that weird mindset of "I wish I had a gf ooh I'm such a loser" that I've seen alot of people fall into and never break out of.
It's a paradox, the mindset you have say, 5 years ago, is completely different than the one you have now. So if I never did that what would I be thinking about now? What would change about me?
What if this what if that, it really doesn't matter yet it consumes my thoughts every night. "What if some stupid thing I did in the past effects my future, even if it hasn't yet." The only reason nothing has effected my life in a major way, is because I keep it all to myself, and it's horrible.
And I will NOT talk to a psychologist or a therapist. Because client patient confidentiality isn't real, and any diagnosis will mark you as mentally unfit.
(I have no problem with people who do go to them though)

>high on their own moral superiority
I have no reason to believe im better than anyone. I do think im more reasonable than most people.
Idk I guess time will tell.

>>25981
>Self harm is the least scandalous thing. In fact if anything people will praise you for it for "coming out stronger".
Ah, but for me it would be an extremely scandalous thing. That's why I can't let it be revealed, it would ruin everything. After that I would be ostracized instead of forgiven, I know this from experience.

>It's probably best you didn't ask out your precious friend because romance is like an unstable electromagnetic field.
Didn't plan on it, I just regret not taking the chance I had.

>>25982
>You sound like you're emulating some angsty existential horror character.
Think what you want, I'm just typing how I feel.

>>25939
i never realized how common this is. people hate when people talk about feeling lonely for some reason. or depressed, or mentally ill. its the most bizarre shit, and it was way more commonplace (at least i feel) to just chill and be depressed about life on imageboards instead of the coked up kind of stuff you see on social media nowadays.

>>25957
People get more offended about teens venting their frustration especially if they're socially awkward and struggling in their studies.
Yet, adults with autonomy and prospects can whine about some irrelevent sentimental nonsense and get sympathety.

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>>25931
Can't let you air wolf that star fucks

Nothing. We all are. It’s frusturating having to be the nice person, when I know that im terrible no matter how you look at it

If the government can force you to buy insurance, what's to stop them from forcing you to buy snowblowers and boats, too?

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C-CUZ IT JUST IS....OKAY??????

>>25950
Girls are too high prifile, thas why

>>25929
would you consider converting to taoism

>>25955
Not unless the opportunity for raping boys and vulnerable girls was as good or better then it currently is for me. Which it cannot possibly be.

>>25287
http://www.deliberatedumbingdown.com/
I bought one of the last original printings of this book for my mother, because she was an educator and I wanted to know what she thought about it. She never got back to me, but I watched the pen keeping tabs and she got through about half of it.

That's more than most people would put up with. I just got the PDF version and read a few more pages each day over lunch at work. I really didn't understand why gulags and prisons were such a big thing until after I thought through this book. It really puts things in to perspective if you have the guile to make your way through it.

>>25287
Let's not forget all the new "subjects" being taught in our schools today such as..."Communication" where barks, moos, meows and any other critter sound is taught. Also Litterbox

>>25537
Nah thats a right wing myth.
What is being taught is "social-personal" skills, which are sterile roleplaying about mundane irrelevent greetings of strangers.

My bathroom has no window. It still has fungus. In fact, bathrooms with no window are more stuffy.

>>25482
Yes it does. The hot humid air rises and goes out the top of the window while the cold (and also potentially humid, but not as humid as the hot steamy air) displaces by slipping in from the bottom of the window.

You may opt to open the window after the shower to allow the draft to blow the steam out from being stagnant, but this runs a substantial risk of simply causing the water vapor to condense all over the walls, and this can be an even worse danger for fungus and mold if it's cold out and you wind up just snapping all the vapor to the walls rather than casually diffusing within the dwelling.

Moral of the story: either get the window open beforehand to establish and maintain airflow or used forced ventilation with a fan. I live alone and always shower with the door open, so it's no big deal to me, and I also have leaky outside windows and doors to maintain the entire house as a chute, which I also enjoy for fresh air and avoiding any other kind of unsavory vapor accumulation. Fortunately, my heating costs are so low that I don't care if it's a bit drafty.

>>25501
I can attest to this having cleaned pubkic restrooms which usually are all interior walled and windowless.