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I first smoked weed when I was in high school in 2010. It was all SLAYER, not a single hint of anxiety. As I experimented with it more throughout high school feelings of anxiety and paranoia would creep into the high, but I always felt exhilarated and it was still fun. After high school around 2012 I started smoking all day every day to cope with crippling depression. The anxiety got worse and worse but I still managed to find enjoyment out of it and become addicted to it for the next several years. Until about 2020 when the entire experience began to be too awful, pure anxiety, no longer exciting, made my depression worse even, no fun left to be found in it. So I quit.
I tried smoking, vaping, etc. several times after quitting but always the same shit. I tried taking 2.5mg and 5mg THC pills and working my way up. I've found that any dose strong enough to get me any effect is just unpleasant now.
Has this happened to anyone else? Also I would love to know if there's any way to reverse this. I had a dream recently where I was smoking weed and enjoying it like back in the old days and it made me nostalgic.
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