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Male, 33 here. I'm not into SS for really any of the reasons most people are here. I'm primarily into boys, so this makes me into shotas. For that, I don't care too much who or what a shota is having sex with, so long as he's sexually enjoying himself. Another boy, a man, a woman, a girl, a dog, his own hand. It's whatever.
Of course, being into kids means I like it best if it's shota/loli, which is rare as hen's teeth, especially outside a gang-bang (girl gets fucked by several boys who are all her friends) scenario. I like it best when both parties are totally sexually inexperienced and learn together as a couple; and since I also like realism, it makes shota and loli a physical as well as metaphorical "perfect fit". Shota with a woman is hotdog-down-a-hallway status, and of course no adult man can fit inside a loli's 3" pussy.
Over time, I've gone from only being into shota/shota (especially concerning self-insert fantasies) and accepting more and more the possibility of young SS, especially the last few years. I'd like to say this was as a result of some grand philosophical awakening or deep introspective into myself... but it was literally just from reading Made in Abyss. So many lolis to imagine playing with! They come in every variety, too: prepubescent, pubescent, oppai, girly, tomboyish, light skinned, dark skinned, even a couple furry ones if you're into that. And all of them with their own personal tragedies to give them a need for love and comfort, often surrounded by vulnerable and clueless cute shotas, and frequently drawn suggestive/lewd because the author is an actual pedo. It's a goddamn SS paradise if you like that sort of thing.
There is, of course, a level of longing from my own childhood. A regret at chances not taken. It's kinda ironic that I was completely 100% gay as a little kid, and comfortable with that exclusivity, and now in my 30's its started to blur, at least in terms of impossible self-insert fantasy.
Between the ages of 10-12 I DID have a few chances to get into the pants of a girl that age. One comes immediately to mind: she once wanted to do a role-play as Jack and Rose from Titanic, but I simply wasn't interested in doing more than being friends (she later hooked up with a boy from down the street and word had it they fucked; funny thing, I got in his pants before she did, haha!). And while I certainly don't have any interest in sex with an adult woman... well, assuming some bizarre fantasyland where I'm turned back into a little boy, I wouldn't pass up the chance to tap some loli ass, so to speak. Not anymore.
Really, it seems I'm still a little bit in that "homosexual" mode when it comes to sex. Always, the most important thing about it is equality of the partners. Neither has more experience, neither is any more in control, neither is more physically or emotionally developed. For me, sex ceases to be sex when it's not about love and mutual fulfillment, and instead becomes a power struggle to be exploited.
Explains why I'm all by myself over here.