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increasing anxiety - did this happen to anyone else? Dimebag Anon 23/03/20(Mon)03:18 No. 88
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I first smoked weed when I was in high school in 2010. It was all SLAYER, not a single hint of anxiety. As I experimented with it more throughout high school feelings of anxiety and paranoia would creep into the high, but I always felt exhilarated and it was still fun. After high school around 2012 I started smoking all day every day to cope with crippling depression. The anxiety got worse and worse but I still managed to find enjoyment out of it and become addicted to it for the next several years. Until about 2020 when the entire experience began to be too awful, pure anxiety, no longer exciting, made my depression worse even, no fun left to be found in it. So I quit.

I tried smoking, vaping, etc. several times after quitting but always the same shit. I tried taking 2.5mg and 5mg THC pills and working my way up. I've found that any dose strong enough to get me any effect is just unpleasant now.

Has this happened to anyone else? Also I would love to know if there's any way to reverse this. I had a dream recently where I was smoking weed and enjoying it like back in the old days and it made me nostalgic.


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/20(Mon)17:31 No. 89

THE FEAR presents itself when you are not living your life properly, in my opinion. There is something in your life you are doing wrong, either just in your daily life or because of drugs themselves. The anxiety you feel is your brain telling you to stop taking a shortcut to funtown because you should be working or something. Some people feel it because they're lying to people about something, it could be anything, but in my opinion it is something you can change and likely know you should.

Make that change, and the Fear will leave you alone.

Alternatively keep smoking faggot, eventually your brain will stop resisting when it realizes you aren't geting the message. I know a lot of people that just got used to it, me included. I kind of miss that feeling, caring about if I'm having a heart attack or not was a rush.


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/20(Mon)19:06 No. 90

Same shit happened to me, OP. You should quit before you get a panic attack while sky high. Do NOT recommend.

>>32
>keep smoking faggot
That is terrible advice lol. It just sounds like severe depression. I do agree with what you said about "not living your life properly". Using weed as a crutch always ends badly.


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/20(Mon)20:13 No. 91

>>32
I never said it out loud, but, I have always felt this.
I have done some horrible things in my life......when I get stoned I think on them and they come forward full force. I really hate myself.


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/20(Mon)23:36 No. 92

>>32
I've considered this. But if it was just psychological you think this kind of effect would happen on LSD, shrooms and ketamine also but it does not. They make me introspect but I don't get filled with anxiety like with weed. It's not like I resist introspection either, on marijuana or any drug. I think it has to do with the pharmacology of THC.

>>39
Yeah I know this feeling. Often while really high on weed I would think to myself "why am I smoking weed? I should be doing something productive."


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/21(Tue)02:30 No. 93

>>32
>caring about if I'm having a heart attack or not was a rush.
haha, true. but then id just green out lol


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/21(Tue)02:34 No. 94

>>39
Um, decide not to do that again anymore ever?
>have clear conscience
>profit
>??????


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/21(Tue)15:17 No. 95

>>39
literally chill bro. I've raped two women, lol

>>38
It works honestly. I had Fear I couldn't shake for like a year, but I just kept smoking because well what the fuck else is there to do? I eventually was able to enjoy the high after the Fear passed, like an hour in, then it finally just stopped

>>40
I'm surprised it HASN'T happened on other dope to be honest, but since the other drugs effect chemistry more heavily it stands to reason they could override your brains natural emotional state.... Unlike weed, which I always viewed as more of a mood enhancer

>>42
I never had this happen but I've heard of it. Sure it wasn't spice? I blacked out on spice once

>>43
Also this, I treat women like fucking angels every chance I get now


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/21(Tue)20:25 No. 96

>>47
>I just kept smoking because well what the fuck else is there to do?
Anon, that is literally depression and/or addiction.


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/21(Tue)22:01 No. 97

>>47
On high doses of THC, either from smoking huge bowls of kief or eating heroic edible doses I feel like I am flying through space and time and I see my whole life flashing before my eyes. Not what I would call a "mood enhancer" it's actually a trip in its own way. I usually do think about the things I have done wrong and could do better and feel terrible about it, but I've never done anything so bad as rape...

I have had a few bad acid trips, and a few times stuff has gotten a bit challenging on ketamine but never more than I can handle. I find ketamine to be a very comfy high, even in large doses. I don't know.


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The+Red+Barron 23/03/21(Tue)23:06 No. 98

>>52
Honestly I was just hoping I'd get used to it and I did, with the help of booze which I was definitely addicted to. If you drink a bunch then smoke you get twice as drunk all in five minutes, shit is crazy, caused me to go from fine to puke-drunk several times

>>53
I loathe psychedelics honestly. The one time I tripped on shrooms it was hell for the first four hours, then I begged my dad to take me to the doctor to get my stomach pumped and he chilled me out thankfully. I notice talking to people that they always also have the first few hours being hell experience but just ignore it, just like the opiate stomach aches. Ridiculous, garbage ass drugs. Never tried ket


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/22(Wed)06:24 No. 99

>>54
Many people's stomachs just can't handle shrooms but mine handles them just fine. I never have any problems eating them, but many people find they have better results making tea. Also you gotta do them on a totally empty stomach.

It sounds like you took a high dose. If you're gonna do a lot you need to be ready for a mystical experience. When I took 5 dried grams I wasn't having a good time until I confronted some things that were bothering me, then I felt cleansed and it was amazing.

LSD is more clear headed and recreational I find, at least in the doses I have done, I haven't gone above 310 ug. I still have had profound and powerful moments on it, but nothing like 5 dried grams.

I did go to the hospital once when I took 450 ug of AL-LAD though. That drug reacts with me weird and I won't do it again. I had delusions that I was dying and exiting the Matrix or some shit. Hospital trips are interesting. Other than that though I've generally had good trips on psychs.


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/22(Wed)14:49 No. 100

>>54
Fuck, man, weed and booze is a fucked up combo haha. The few times I've done it I got really fucked up. It's insane how drunk you get if you smoke shortly after drinking. I once went downtown after doing so and it hit me on the drive there. Once we arrived I immediately got out of the car, leaned up against a wall and puked lol. I stayed leaned up against the wall for like 30 minutes, I don't remember exactly how long cause I was so blitzed I zoned out lol. I have this faint memory of a cop car pulling up next to me and the cops eyeing me down for a while. When it happened I was so zoned out I didn't even register that the cop car was there lol. Thankfully they just left and I walked home later.


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The+Red+Barron 23/03/22(Wed)14:57 No. 101

>>61
lmao damn

I quit going to bars because every time I got drunk I ended up making a total ass of myself or just hating it entirely for some other reason

One time I had a SINGLE fucking beer, actually just like a third of a 40oz, and smoked a joint with my buddies and went to the bathroom and fucking hurled. I was like wow, I am never drinking again

>>57
I used to go for alcohol withdrawals a lot. They would inject me with a benzodiapene of some sort and I would have the best nap ever. Woke up with a chubby once like oh shit


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/28(Tue)00:26 No. 102

>>61
>booze and weed
and that is how you ruin both substances. booze should only be mixed with benzos or and stim


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/28(Tue)14:28 No. 103

>>96
Booze and speed was my preferred combo.


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Dimebag Anon 23/03/29(Wed)13:28 No. 104

>>98
The Mark E Smith special


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Dimebag Anon 23/04/14(Fri)23:03 No. 105

You are just a massive faggot


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Dimebag Anon 23/04/15(Sat)19:32 No. 106

Youtube  >>102
Jesus himself.


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Dimebag Anon 23/04/16(Sun)20:57 No. 107

>>182
absolutely based. i had no idea he was in ideal.


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Dimebag Anon 24/06/01(Sat)07:39 No. 108
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>>176


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Dimebag Anon 24/06/03(Mon)08:11 No. 109
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Nigga smoke with a teaspoon in your mouth and sit down on the floor left heel touching your anus. 0 anxiety.

Demiurge Sheesh
Nobody chats about how the throat opens like an ALEPH as if the Jude's stole the real alphabet that controls reality
Combine with sayonces smoke herb and meditate like a Buddha you get godass insight. Unblock your nose with some olive oil like in cadets jolly african americans down a small Tetley stirrer down your throat like the voice actors do~ ,there's 108 connections from the heart to the mouth if they ever took your teeth you don't get enough oxygen ~ free yourselves.

Spoon give balance ~ pull away from your right ear with your left palm jolly african americans.


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Dimebag Anon 24/06/08(Sat)07:03 No. 110

>>28
THC can trigger undiagnosed psychiatric problems, you might want to see a psychiatrist, and you'll probably have to stop consuming THC.
Non THC CBD might help, but there's more to therapy than medication alone.


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Dimebag Anon 24/06/14(Fri)23:36 No. 111

>>886
Damn, God damn dude. I don't know who put that knowledge in your head, but man, I am grateful.



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