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Long time, experienced user here. I just had an evaluation do with my shrink and I was afraid she was going to cut down on my benzos (90x 2mg Lorazepam and 30x 10mg Ambien per month, in addition to my SSRI's and shit). Well, to my surprise she told me that according to a questionnaire I had done a few months ago it turns out I have adult ADD. So she gives me my normal refills plus a 30 day supply of 10mg Adderall pills. She started me at such a low does because I've never used Aderall before (I withheld the fact that I tried crystal meth once about 7 years ago and my initial sampling turned directly into a 8 month bender). Anyway, I really want to know from you guys the best way to go about speed balling with what I've got here. I want to feel the strongest feeling of euphoria I can get without ending up in jail or the ER. Give me some of your thoughts on how I should take this and any steps that I may not realized. For example: should I take a 3x dose of adderall (based on my baseline dose) and take it at the same time as a 4x dose of my benzo? Should the benzo be the stronger of the 2 forces? Also, should they be taken at the exact same time or should I take one first and then wait a specific amount of time before introducing the second ingredient? Any advice from experienced speed ball user would be greatly appreciated.


>Before anyone says it, I know that Lorazepam isn't the ideal drug for this, Xanax is. But I have a 90ct bottle of 2mg Ativan tabs that I get every month so it is what I will be using. Plus, Ativan works similarly to Xanax in that it is fast acting, it's not like diazepam or clonazepam that takes an hour and a half to kick in.