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update: will give update on Cambodia soon. my gf had a freak accident and fell in a bonfire in Thailand. She needed skin grafts and had to go back to America. Shit sucks yo. I see her next in 4 months.
I'm in my 30s now, and as cringe as it may sound, she's in her early 20s and we're the perfect fit...seeing as I literally and metaphorically nodded off in my bowl of cheerios for who knows how many years in my past marriage.
I will say that getting scripts in thailand is EZ, or at least ritalin up to 30mg/day IR is. I hope you're all well. Ritalin is a joke compared to getting ~50-75mg/day dexedrine IR, but I guess it's something. Thai docs are afraid of benzos, as arguably they should be. Cambodia just doesn't care.
So Laos and Cambodia still don't care. But the days of getting say valium and/or ritalin OTC from various pharmacies is a no-go, which is a drastic change from as recently as 2019.
I hope you're all doing well. I wish you could see this new girl, guys. It's not a flex. I just wish you all knew that your time to shine is coming, no matter how cringe it sounds. I met her on the /r/drugs my mother's fax machine channel, and she barely does drugs. One thing lead to another, a week visit up to her, a month visit at my place etc.
But now she needs surgery and is healing 3rd degree burns. Shit happens. I apologize for basically blogging, but I'm drunk and 420ch/this site is basically dead too.
I've gotten to see all the countries in the region except Myanmar. I've been on surplus subutex for so long I almost don't care anymore.
There's life after hard drugs, guys. Cringe aside, find something healthy to fill the hole. Healthy relationships, a career like teaching or whatever, even vaping weed etc., there's options. Currently, subutex + just 10-20mg ritalin IR plugged daily seems to be doing the trick for 2mo.
Love you guys. You're not alone. If I can help somehow, please ask. These countries are SO cheap. I can spend as little as $700/mo and live in a nice apartment, alone, stomach full, with occasional women company with that budget (though I refrain because I'm in a monogamous relationship this time).
Love you guys,
Mario