Any particular reason for this drastic action?

>>13766
I just really fucking hate the spiral of apathy and self loathing I am currently going down.

>>13767
Don't do it!

Seriously man, just don't do it. Don't you feel better now already than when you posted this thread?

Also look into DPH, it's OTC and in high doses causes hallucinations. I wouldn't really suggest ever getting fucked up off of these shitty Tylenols they sell OTC when you could just smoke weed every day but if you're going for OTC's DPH is readily available.

Have you even tried cooking for yourself? It really helps with depression since you're actually doing something with your life even if it's for all of one hour. Get good enough at it and make your own dish and be the envy of all the world for your cunning spice use

>>13767
How old are you?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyT2nk8nF7Y

>>13799
Didn't watch it but let me guess
>THERE IS HOPE
Says the man with everything, good luck getting anyone to see it

>>13765
this seems like the best you can do with OTC stuff doxylamine in NyQuil starts to kick in after an hour and DXM peaks at around 3 so I recommend:
- Setting up then taking the melotonin when natural light is about to go out (melotonin is useless unless your body is preparing for sleep)
- Taking Mucinex
- Taking NyQuil 2 hours later
- Taking vodka&weed 1 hour later
- Commit not live within 1 hour
Having dim lighting will prepare your body for sleep thus making you more lethargic, good luck anon. alternatively you can just do it right now as fighting sleep for 3 hours while waiting for drugs to kick in is hard

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>>13767
it's what they want you to do anon. if you wanna keel over & die that's an option, but instead you could live & show these bastards that you're better than that.

if you have no will to live, weaponize it. use that courage to go out & do adventurous shit. that's what I did & even if I don't want to live, I'm too entertained to give up quite yet.

as for how you're going to do it, you could very well be posting some mid-tier bait. you're going to vomit very fast with that combination of drugs. get the mucinex out of there. nyquil is gonna have acetaminophen & maybe guaifesenin which will be undesirable. I would reccomend swapping your OTCs with a bottle of delsym as it's pure, pharmaceutical-grade dxm which will give you the psychoactive effects you're looking for. also I would take some benadryl in place of melatonin. mostly, pick a good spot to hang just because you will guaranteed regret it & try to escape. it's only instinct.

that being said, I wouldn't.

>>13819
I don't want to prove I'm better than anything, I just want to die. I don't want to entertain myself. Thank you though for informing me on how stupid this combination of drugs is. Will do more research. I might just fuck the drugs in general, get super drunk and drop hang myself from a tree. I'm in the process of saying goodbye, cleaning up my apartment, and hopefully will soon be saying good bye.
I'm a subhuman with a bad path in life and fried brain. I lost what made me a good person a while ago.

>>13823
You really shouldn't blame yourself for not living up to some imaginary standard

Some people have qualities beyond intelligence

Anon, there are people who want to help you and will listen to you.

Just remember, you need to be honest with them if you want help. Otherwise, just talk with them. They will listen.

Google suicide hotlines. There are places that will do text messages, online chat, and voice calls.

Call your local emergency number if you want to go to the inpatient hospital. Remember that those are rough places and some of them are occupied by gangs. Use your own discretion and don't take any drugs a peer gives you ever.

I wish you the best.

>>13828

If you do inpatient remember you are NOT there to make friends, you are there to help yourself. Don't ever kiss or fuck another patient. Don't get into a relationship. Don't offer to date ANYONE in an institution. I learned this the hard way. Trust the staff not the patients.

Eat when you are told, sleep when you can, drink water like it was going out of style. Ask to see the prescriber info for ALL DRUGS you are given. Trazodone, lamotrigine, latuda, bupropion, hydroxizine, all bear my seal of usage and approval.

That being said, talk to your psychiatrist. Have an honest convo about your past drug usage if you want to get better. Spice, research chems, all that shit. You are there to help yourself and if they ask you to narc tell them to get fucked.

>>13829

bupropion should be wellbutrin

>>13830

Wellbutrin is like meth's weird quiet second cousin once removed that hates nicotine and has weird dreams.

ask about PTSD meds like clonidine if you have nightmares.

>>13829
I have to admit I met some decent people in the looney bin, I don't agree you should avoid them but to each his own

>>i13835

You're right. I typed that up when I was super paranoid. I just spent 2 weeks on a unit after typing this, and I met quite a few people. It was actually kind of fun in a twisted way, we had inside jokes and a bunch of other bad and good stuff happen.

For some reason the nurse station had no USB-C charger, so I was without any way to get to my contacts for a week and a half. That's just stupid.

On the other hand, I'm now on haldol and I have ativan for when I have anxiety attacks. Atarex is more of a preventative measure for me, I take it at signs of social anxiety.

These meds are actually working, now I'm just smoking CBD flower a little, chewing gum, and vaping. Not nearly as verbally aggressive, though I still have a motormouth on me, it doesn't matter. I'm grounded.

>>13844
Sounds good bro don't forget to watch anime like AIR and CLANNAD and that Chunbiyo one

Yeah he’s fucking dead. It’s been 3 months, he probably an heroed by now.

>>13850
Pretty grim. I hope the dudes alright. Its never pleasant when a bro commits, even if you never really knew them.

if this is for real, why don't you create a bucket list of things to do first. Like murder, rape drugs, drugging people etc?

>>13855
because depression doesn't work that way

>>13866
OP have you tried just chilling out and watching anime

>>13765
Hey OP, are ya still hanging in there?

>3 years later and I am still kickin'
Damn this brings back memories!

>>14441
Glad to hear it !
How are you?

maybe smoke dmt since that's already the near death experience