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I didn't end the hoe and pretend that "it's okay it doesn't matter anymore" Do you know how to read the lines between those words? I gave up, I gave up so bad. At this point I was a hypocrite seeking her attention, I gave up on wanting something serious with her, I gave up on thinking her loving me only me, I didn't even care anymore. That's sad, But again, I didn't even care about the pathetic position I was in anymore. She continued with her bullshit of "oh yeah! Open polyamorous relationship! Everyone here is happy because my stupid greddy ass is!" And well, although I felt like I loved her, I had given up so I started talking to someone else. Oh yes the bitch got mad why "you have to respect the limit! You can't date someone else even if you ended with me or not" I will be Franco, I played with her to see herself in a mirror. "What it's the same is not cheating" "Give what they give you" are rules in my brain. I told her I stopped talking with the other person and as she lied tome , I lied to her. I draw, I don't like to call myself an artist because I'm not, she commissioned me something and wanted me to post it on my public accounts to everyone see it. Funny, because I was always the hidden asshole of her entire circle, keeping the other whore on the banner where all the glory and attention came from. I posted it, privately, awkwardly and reluctantly. The stupid bitch couldn't stand it and went to cry so huh yeah. Thank you so much guys for the support and weird comments about dogs and cats lmao I'm pretty drunk rn. She's probably reading this or maybe not idk and I don't care, kys girl or something. I am currently starting a relationship with another person, I am taking things slowly and everything is going well, we will have a date soon. Moral, you don't depend on anyone and shit, when it's all over you'll realize that "hey, it's not so bad to be alone"