Death

>>5152
hah, we're the same. too bad such people don't exist.

I wish I could truly love my self, too.

I want my heart back.
I don't recognize the creature I've become.
It's too late to even kill myself now, it would have been okay if I had some few years back, I have to live and somehow fix it.

i want to be pure and innocent again
i feel so dirty and like my body and mind are corrupted sacks of shit that have lost every kind of virginity there is
i want to be clean and pure and untouched
i hate myself so much
and i dont know how to change
i also dont have any money so i can't get supplies to kill myself with, and I'm too afraid to kill myself by jumping off a building or something
i just want to be cleansed of everything

>>5066
>want someone to look at me as an inspiring person
>enlisting into the Marine Corp
What part of becoming a nameless, faceless serial number do you think anyone will even notice, let alone take inspiration from? You are already a nameless, faceless nobody. Do something original with your life, find a goal of your own to die for, instead of burning your life for the flame of someone else, who will never, ever know your name, your face, or even the fact that you actually lived through decades of existence only to lose it all as an evolutionary misfire.

Freedom.

Even when I think that I myself am the only thing truky preventing me from getting it

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I want to feel peaceful and happy again.
No more unneeded stress and anger in my soul.

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>>5389
I also have this desire. But maybe even if I think I did right, maybe I will want more

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>>5182

to not exist and to have never existed, for "my Self" to un-become into a non-concept

I want to live in a world where I can learn and have fun without being punished and threatened, or having to do things that I don't want to do.

This shit is whack I'm pretty sure existence is supposed to be more lighthearted and meaningful than this.

nothing

the only answer of a true depressive

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>>5490
it isn't a competition

To have friends and have good memories with them. Maybe a good gf too.

I want to be able to live alone and free
I've never been at peace

To be free. To end everything.
But I am too much of a pussy to do so. And I feel it would betray everyone close to me whom I outlived.

Or maybe I just desire having had a normal life. Instead of this train wreck I got.

For my anxiety and depression to be gone. That's all I need. I'll do the rest afterwards.

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To die and have nobody feel sad about me being gone so I can go peacefully.
Here, have a meme that i like. You can remember me by it when I'm gone.

Just like the majority of people here, death,or, to have a new point of view in living, my life is a piece of shit and will continue to worsten as time goes by 'cause I have a boring princip

>>5810
why would you want to be remembered?

I can't stick to one hope or want for very long...
but for some time I have dreamt of living in off the grid in some way. Maybe a small farm plot or something like that.
Got to have a steady job and some cash to get a loan for that. Already got a job, but paying off a loan would take a long time.
I guess I want a better job.
Make more money and faster, perhaps in a more enjoyable and comfortable way than now.
Maybe take a loan and flee abroad and start over like a new person all together. The money would last longer there too, everything's expensive and our currency us going down the drain.

power.

i want to make something better then myself

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how can a man say he truly desires anything when he has no motivation?

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>>5474
it would be funny if it ended with the bird drowning in his own shit

money to buy kpop merchandise. my life is meaningless.

I want an easy life where I don't have to worry for much and I'd have everything I could need or want with me to never feel lonely or miserable and also for those things to be protected.

Instead, I'm poor and miserable with no real future. There might be one thing I can do, but I'm so shit that I can't even put in the time to hopefully make it there.

I know that effort is necessary, but why should I put in that effort when it's so much easier to give up and kill myself? Even if I make it anywhere, I'm sure that those things will leave me and I'd end up alone and bitter again. I've already wasted 10 years of my life doing absolutely nothing, why keep going?

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I desire that the pornographic material become erotic, and the meat-market on 4chan.org become less of a sex-quest mess. I desire that the government & peace-keepers become so effective that they obsolete & retire; I also desire that the warrior's path of weapons be forever honored, that the only wars are in videogames, dramas, or movies, that all that is not good go back in "Pandora's Boxen". & may warmth, peace, & joy flow through this place.

fame.

Freedom. I want to take control of the economy with my peers and achieve freedom.

I already posted here once, hut I might have cancer and I think I'm getting what I fucking deserve, but it's a little slow and I rather be dead now.

Welp, I guess that when I fail I fail LUL

>>6567
If I ever get cancer or some other kind of terminal disease, I'm just going to let it kill me. I want to die, but am too much of a coward to do it by an action. However, doing it via an inaction (refusing to bankrupt my family through medical intervention because lol 'Murica!) is simple. I can't pick up a gun and blow my brains out in order to die; but being able to die by just staying home? Not too hard.

Welber. Meb nebbits.

My one wish is world wide genocides, plagues, famine, violence, rape and overall tragedy for everyone alive. I want it to be known I caused it all to happen. I wish the world would beg for their lives in vain. No sympathy only hesitation for prolonging final thoughts and despair.

>>6572
All of this will be happening shortly, but it certainly won't be because of anything you did. And if you think you have the power to bend civilization and reality to your will, I encourage you to find a tall building to jump off of and test how well your power works on gravity.

>>5035
Forgiveness in the mind of another.

Freedom. Or liberty. Or whatever the thing I want is called because the politically minded keep stealing words from me. I want to be able to do what I want, when I want, without any dumbass pearl clutching retards getting in my way.

I've forgotten

Either the courage to talk to her, or for her to talk to me, after ten years of us never speaking.

I want to hold someone, or to be held by someone

>>5035
I desire a better world than this and also a cold box in the ground.

>>7059
I was held and held someone yesterday. When you have it, you don't want it anymore.

What I'm trying to say: don't pine for something like that. It's too insignificant.

Maybe you want to be held by a certain person--that's a different story.

Then again, I want to be held by God.

You know?
Most people wish to fuck.
That is not very primary though.

If the soul is not real, are you dreaming now?
Came reality or dream first?
If dream came first, maybe you wake up after death.
In any way, we are here together.
We are in this reality because it is pleasant.
Love life, live long.

Nothing in the bible is chronological order.
That is fine.
Perhaps the first christian ruler flip bibles pages and refused to believe that central part. He read through it again.
Even that is history.
Why else did he convert?

I want to be a demon and feed off all the negative human emotional excess. I want to fuel human beings into a madness and cause them to abandon all reason killing themselves and others or just feed on their cries. I want them to experience things like I did and become consumed by the overwhelming negative. I don't want to be human anymore.

I desire to have a group of friends that have similar interests as me. That I can hang out with and do stuff with. That respect me as a person and care about me. A group of friends I can comfortably be myself around without feeling awkward or self conscious. I want this so the neverending loneliness stops. So I guess what I should rather say is that I want my loneliness to go away

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I want the dragonball >>5035

>>5035
I want to finish college and have people to talk to in real life... I have one on-line friend, who is ocean away. I would visit this person, but I have not the money to do so.

I did not think it would be so hard to do well in college as well as to make friends.

I know it is only a simple yearning, but I really have not had friends since early elementary school, when I moved away. I lived like a NEET, only going to school, during that time. College is no different, really. I guess there is work in the future (I should probably have a job by now, I am just too lazy to be bothered applying, though).

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>>7280
I'll trade you my Dragonball for a spray bottle of Shaggy-No-More :3

i desire to lead with my heart but i'm afraid i'll end up in a place so beyond what anyone could have possibly imagined as weird that i'm bound to start doubting myself and asking if i might have fucked up.